Crimson Tears ((No More Secrets))

Do You Know?

Do u know how it feels to be worthless, helpless, hopeless or useless?

do u know how it feels to take a blade to ur skin?

a burning lighter to ur arms,

or an eraser to ur leg?

do u know how it feels to taste bittersweet alcohol

or inhale the smoke from drugs?

do u know how it feels to plan the next cut?

to know wen,

where and how ur going to do it?

to just be so eager to get to that place

so u can see the blood,

and then ur troubles will all be gone.

do u know how it feels to pop a few pills

then drink like no other?

to know it might kill u,

but u dont care,

to finally feel happy,

careless and free,

to not care about all the things u have to bare.

do u know how it feels to be addicted to something?

Life:

She's endured a life,

that no one should go through,

a life full of pain and sorrow,

that no one of her age should

know of,

but she lives through it everyday,

pretending like everythings okay,

when you can see in her eyes,

it's not,

she cries, and tells no one,

it makes her feel weak,

that she cant keep her own,

emotions inside,

locked up safe in her mind,

but one day,

she looked up,

through tear streaked eyes,

and said,

" i dont know how much longer,

i can take this!"

The Diary of a Cutter:

Another torn spirit
Another broken heart
Another life without a meaning
Another angel left apart

Another story left unwritten
Another page that's left unturned
Another day that is left waiting
Another bridge that you have burned

Another lie that you will tell
Another nightmare in the dark
Another trap that you will sell
Another hate-filled mark

Another person gone
Means just another scar
Another place you don't belong
Another blade dug in too far

Another story told in vain
Another thing to miss
Another quality you're told to gain
Another hope for bliss

Another stab into your back
Another friend is gone
Another blood stream dried to black
Another wish to just be strong

Another person that you let down
Another bandage across your arm
Another scream that makes no sound
Another desperate urge to harm

Another want to care the least
Another angry stare
Another sleepless night to cry
It’s all too much to bare

You see them come and you see them go
And you turn and walk away
You'll show your feelings in your skin
And tell the world another day...