I dont even know where to start...have you ever looked at a teenager and wonder what their home life is like? From the outside it seems so perfect...but what are they really hiding? *May Trigger* about a year ago i meet this sweet oh sweet child...she was 14 and just seemed like she could use a friend...she was shy and stayed to herself...one day she was crying out for help and i replied...she said the same ole familiar thoughts that have been thru my head many times..."I want to cut!" of course i took this seriously she needed someone who understood...i stayed on aim for hrs just talking about evrything...a yr later i thought we were making progress she was going to sit down w/ her mom and tell her that shes been cutting herself and that she wants to get help... Her mom called me from the hospital tonight LouLou was dead...tonight loulou cut herself up so bad she lost to much blood...sorry this is hitting me hard...when her mom got home she called me...
She found loulou's SUICIDE note...wtf? I really didnt think it was a suicide attempt...i thought it was a cutting accident...this is where i lost it...she stated "i cant take it anymore...my father has been sexually abusing me for years...im sorry goodbye!" This is the story and life of a very lovely and wonderful and very so much missed child...I know Lou Lou is flying among the angels now!
